Posted by kiyomitam on 27th May 2006
After yerterday Vivian concern, I love her when i was still young until now. Cos in my mind, she is my memory let me remeber my childhood. After her concern,
I think that she is very lucky to find her true love.
She mentioned that she seem like a princess to pass much of the unhappy time and difficult time. Hence,she went back her home, she saw her animals. She will very happy. In that moment, I am the same feeling as her. That why, I love dog more than ppl.I understand animal is simple and not too complicated. I face to them i am an innocent, pure little girl.
Compare with Vivian. i am not a lucky girl can find my true love. May be I think that is my true love but finally still no result and no future. Follow my nature is the best. May be a lot of things cannot control and predict.
my parents always to say that I am crazy dog fan, and don’t understand why I can serve it and takecare my dog much more than other ppl fo my daily life..that is very foolish things. I feel very sad and lonely, whether what time. They will acompany with me to face my unhappy time. I see them seem like my god for helping me. They give me power and happy that why i am very very love my dog. They seem like my parents and get warm from them.
I try to love so i got a good message from vivian concern" Because Love so waiting " I have a strong feeling cos I try to wait my true love. Athough the result is not my expectation. At least , if ppl to ask me, I can say that I know what is LOVE?
Hope that I will be princess in my future seem like Vivian find my dream love and stay happy forever….forever! Because I will prepare to know what the hard time I will meet.
GG Go ahead!
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Posted by kiyomitam on 23rd May 2006
Today is my nervious day. Cos this subject is quite difficult for me. I only do my best. Don’t think too much on that. I don’t think if i think too much is the good way for me in this mement. Full of my mind still full of formula. Let me think that life seem like doing calcuation. U don’t calcuate others. Unfortunately, ppl is counting you. May be this is the rule to survive in this world.
Do my best, don’t think too much!
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Posted by kiyomitam on 19th May 2006
Today, I read a meaningful articles let me think that I need to believe the god cos not only one person trust that. Most of them, they had a full of the bad experience. Therefore they see the god are helping them and they will tell us in this world really have god.
When i am still young, I don’t think much more about god and Jesus anymore.Although I am a Christian. Unfortunately,I met a lot of bad feeling and bad experience including my family and my love. I never to think that I will meet this in my life. I used to feel lonely and unhappy. In my eyes, I really want a wholly warm feeling coming from my family.
After that I will try to take a hot hot bath to let me wake up and try to be tough to go ahead for life. Never to give up. I am Studying hard and working by myself. Train me more indepenent and live in a busy busy scheme cos I believe that if i can do this whatever happen or who to sayto me " GG do a lot of things at the same time and u are very busy. U cannot do that." I trust myself. I must do cos don’t want ppl look me down.I know god is helping me too.
I never want to follow a bad way to go. I Never smoke never to stay with a bad man never to do something out of my expectation and bad for me. Cos I am scared if i do that the situation will be much more worse than right now.
I am so admired some ppl can do it well like tough man, strong man or woman. How can they face a serious problems still not nervous and do it well. Now I understand cos they want to survive in this world. SURVIVE. is the only motivative word to make it strong and be tough to face the future.
Something I really want to approach and touch it but never to have a result. May be it is not suitable for me seem like I bought the expensive clothes bring to my home have a try. Unfortunately, that is not fit me.I was wearing look at minor left look right look still not fit me. After that I need to return it to that shop, and then let me feel sad cos i try to get it. But the result is lost it cannot keep it. Cannot afford it…………………………But I believe if that one kid really loves me and try to love me. They will find me and do the best give me the best to me and wish me forever!
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Posted by kiyomitam on 17th May 2006
I have a sunshire friend..and support me. Friend really important for me. Cos i feel lonely, and don’t know what time i will be sad again. The positive friend will share with me. Then made me think that safty..in my hearts and feel enough.
One of my brother said that I seem like a " Black Hole" so..all the time seem like swimming in the sea..cannot reach one island. But really tired in my heart and my body. Now i am better is keeping me in busy situation let me no more time to think other too complicated things around me.
Thank you so much some friend’s support me and give me some idea friends.
I love love dog more than ppl. Cos don’t know what time i don’t trust ppl much more. Dog is lovely, never to hurt me. They are innocent at least face to them, I will be a very very small girl let me think back my childhood. ppl to say that my smile like sunshire…if like that I think that face dog..i am like that way.
Unfortunately, I locked my hearts tight..may be bad experience can bring me more protective character or thinking. Simple is the best. Alvin you said right. Thank you so much too! Now I don’t think much more complicated things.
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Posted by kiyomitam on 16th May 2006
Today is Tyhpoon 3 in HK which made me thinking about my history of my love.Athough Tyhpoon cannot compare with Love.
Marry to Canada at 19 years old:
If i marry to Canada, now the result is divorce and have one son back to HK.
Marry to London at 21 years old:
if i marry him to London, Now the result the same is divorce but no son to bring back HK.
Some ppl will very happy if tyhpoon 8 is coming cos no need to work seem like they like love is coming and they enjoy to fall in love.
Some ppl will unhappy if tyhpoon 8 is coming cos they don’t have a safty place. They worry too much if the tyhpoon come which will make a big demage of their house seem like ppl don’t have enough safty feeling and scared to fail in their love and hurt so much.
Yesterday, I was so scary. i turned on all the light in my house. Athough BB and Bobo stayed with me but the wind was blowing strongly.
let me wake up and wake up again. may be i really don’t have safty feeling in my heart.
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