Posted by kiyomitam on May 19, 2006
Today, I read a meaningful articles let me think that I need to believe the god cos not only one person trust that. Most of them, they had a full of the bad experience. Therefore they see the god are helping them and they will tell us in this world really have god.
When i am still young, I don’t think much more about god and Jesus anymore.Although I am a Christian. Unfortunately,I met a lot of bad feeling and bad experience including my family and my love. I never to think that I will meet this in my life. I used to feel lonely and unhappy. In my eyes, I really want a wholly warm feeling coming from my family.
After that I will try to take a hot hot bath to let me wake up and try to be tough to go ahead for life. Never to give up. I am Studying hard and working by myself. Train me more indepenent and live in a busy busy scheme cos I believe that if i can do this whatever happen or who to sayto me " GG do a lot of things at the same time and u are very busy. U cannot do that." I trust myself. I must do cos don’t want ppl look me down.I know god is helping me too.
I never want to follow a bad way to go. I Never smoke never to stay with a bad man never to do something out of my expectation and bad for me. Cos I am scared if i do that the situation will be much more worse than right now.
I am so admired some ppl can do it well like tough man, strong man or woman. How can they face a serious problems still not nervous and do it well. Now I understand cos they want to survive in this world. SURVIVE. is the only motivative word to make it strong and be tough to face the future.
Something I really want to approach and touch it but never to have a result. May be it is not suitable for me seem like I bought the expensive clothes bring to my home have a try. Unfortunately, that is not fit me.I was wearing look at minor left look right look still not fit me. After that I need to return it to that shop, and then let me feel sad cos i try to get it. But the result is lost it cannot keep it. Cannot afford it…………………………But I believe if that one kid really loves me and try to love me. They will find me and do the best give me the best to me and wish me forever!
Is it right? Thanks God! |
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May 20th, 2006 at 1:18 pm
That’s right! GG! Good luck on that!